Feeling like a slacker

Hi, I'm Safaia. This is my fifth year doing NaNo (holy crap) and as always I am loving it. However, I'm also having a problem.

This is so dumb and I almost feel bad saying it because this is so hard for some people.

I broke 10k today. My novel is going really well. I have a plot, a great outline, not so much a final destination but enough material to get me through the month. However, I feel like a slacker. I feel like I could be doing so much more. I don't go to bed satisfied at all even though it's the wee hours of the morning and I've been writing like a mad woman.

I know the second I say "Okay I'll do 100k" I'll crash and burn. I don't want to crash, last time that happened I didn't write until April. I want to keep writing regularly. I don't know. I feel like such a bitch for whining when I have such a great word count.

So what should I do? I don't want to go through the entire month feeling crappy but I don't want to crash and burn either.

Curse you, and your 10k words.

You're doing awesome, and you should be proud of what you've already accomplished. Keep it up, even if you are the Enemy.